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The last day beofre my seventeenth birthday looks pretty shitty.

I am just thinking of what do I really want. I should know I mean I am old enough. But still so hard to decide. I feel like gettin drunk tonight - but that is not really happening. Shame. I am pissed since yestrday night. Won’t go away. But also yesterday I cried from laughing and it was epic again. I feel some changes are coming.

I am depressed of getting old. I am going to turn 17 this week. That’s sad!

Hey. :) Actually my day kinda sucks, but anyway. :D

5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?

Oh yes, even myself sometimes. I fall into depression very easily. One minute and there it goes.

11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing?

Yes but stil not the most favourite artist. :)

14) Bored? (are you?)

Yesh maam, I am.

22) Get jealous/envious easily?

VERY easily. I hate that, -.-

34) Believe people deserve second chances?

It depends, sometimes yes but if there is a real problem mostly no.

36) Think things will get better?

Well I am a bit pessimistic so not that much.

39) Long hair OR short hair?

Medium. :D It doesn’t matter at all.

40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs?

Both :p :D But smile is very important.

42) Shy OR open?

Open. I am the shy one.

43) Eyes OR body?

Eyes. Body is important too there are body types that I could never ever touch like I am attracted to it. But I find eyes more important.

58) Join a band as a part time activity?

Yes it would be terrible horrible band. :D

61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like?

Yes. I am going to when I’d live on my own.

72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore?

None. :D Name bands I don’t care about the genre. :p

74) Chocolate milk OR Coke?

None. Strawberry milk only. :D And coke, just once in a month or something.

77) TV Shows OR Movies?

Movies. But i like both.

78) Old bands OR new Bands?

Doesn’t matter on some date. :p

85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice.

Ronnie. Just becouse he is more like me. lol I love them both, each of them is different. But handsome and great singer.

Not only your Tumblr friend, I could be your friend in general. You are not creepy at all I stalk your blog and you are just amazing person and very pretty girl. Oh yeah, let’s just be friends. ^^ Talk to me about anything you’d like, I’m here to listen and help. (;

ask me !

ondecktillshipwreck:

• Have you ever:
• 1) Self harmed?
• 2) Got into a real fight?
• 3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed?
• 4) Tried to commit suicide?
• 5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?
• 6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting?
• 7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble?
• 8) Accused someone of using you?
• 9) Shoplifted?
• 10) Gotten drunk/high?
• 11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing?
• 12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game?
• (Right now) Are you:
• 13) Suicidal?
• 14) Bored?
• 15) Avoiding someone?
• 16) Avoiding some task?
• 17) Depressed?
• 18) Crying?
• 19) Annoyed with a friend?
• 20) Worried and confused about something important to you?
• Do you:
• 21) Get depressed easily?
• 22) Get jealous/envious easily?
• 23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things?
• 24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot?
• 25) Try hard in all your classes at school?
• 26) Go out drinking?
• 27) Smoke cigarettes?
• 28) Smoke weed?
• 29) Do any hard drugs?
• 30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why?
• 31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will?
• 32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them?
• 33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain?
• 34) Believe people deserve second chances?
• 35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying)
• 36) Think things will get better?
• 37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished?
• 38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest)
• Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
• 39) Long hair OR short hair?
• 40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs?
• 41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest?
• 42) Shy OR open?
• 43) Eyes OR body?
• 44) Religious OR non-religious?
• 45) Caring OR non-restricting of you?
• 46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge?
• 47) Piercings OR no piercings?
• 48) Tattoos OR no tattoos?
• 49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?
• 50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with?
• Would you:
• 51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk?
• 52) Smoke weed?
• 53) Smoke cigarettes?
• 54) Get even with someone who betrayed you?
• 55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you?
• 56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you?
• 57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what?
• 58) Join a band as a part time activity?
• 59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse?
• 60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them?
• 61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like?
• 62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family?
• 63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online?
• 64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported?
• 65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people?
• 66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them?
• 67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems?
• 68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes?
• 69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you?
• 70) Sleep naked?
• You can only choose one:
• 71) Black or Orange?
• 72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore?
• 73) Cellphone or Computer?
• 74) Chocolate milk OR Coke?
• 75) Tumblr OR Friends?
• 76) Apple OR PC?
• 77) TV Shows OR Movies?
• 78) Old bands OR new Bands?
• 79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock?
• 80) Reading OR Listening to music?
• 81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice.
• 82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically?
• 83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge?
• 84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice.
• 85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice.
• 86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary?
• 87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe?
• 88) Shoes OR Shirts?
• 89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence?
• 90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice.
• Almost over:
• 91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest.
• 92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family?
• 93) Do you want to travel when you are older?
• 94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams?
• 95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions?
• 96) Rather be the opposite gender?
• 97) What will you name your son/daughter?
• 98) Do you get harassed more than most people do?
• 99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason.
• 100) What makes you a bad person in your mind?

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